So fucking pissed. You blow me off all the time, break promises, and be an asshole. I do everything I possibly fucking can for you and your friends. Well guess what? I’m done. Shit needs to change because this is the last fucking line that you just crossed. Blow me off for weed? That’s just fucking pathetic. Boyfriend my ass.

We broke up for 6 months. We needed to break up and i understand that now. I dated someone else for three months and did stuff with them too. The point wasn’t that he hooked up with other people. He had the right too. We were over. But this girl talked to me about him. Was there when i cried, i confided in her. He didn’t know that. But she did. He isn’t playing me. I know im not a genius but i am smart and i know we actually love each other.

I can’t stop thinking about how I really can’t trust any girl. The only girl that’s never yet fucked me over with guys is Amber. Other than that it seems like every girl I have been friends with or that I am friends with is attracted to my damn boyfriend. Like seriously? You don’t do that to friends. I never would. Is that why we stopped being friends? Because you wanted to go and be a slut and hook up with my boyfriend when we broke up. Like he was going to want more out of you. Not only were you a bad friend, a conniving slut, someone I confined in and then hooked up with him. But you are also pathetic. Because guess who he’s with in the end. Me. And as for every other girl especially slutty little freshman. For try and flirt with my boyfriend, you are also very pathetic. Done ranting.

It’s funny how you can be friends With someone for so long, always try to be there for them, went through so much. And then they barely talk to you, blow you off, and just don’t care. Seriously, fuck people. Whatever I’m happy with the amazing friends I have now.